there’s no such thing as a happy hope. it’s all a giant wheel of disenchantment, of sadness, of disorder. you wait and you're cursed. ?counting from infinity to zero, backward. you don’t know where to begin. ??we had jimmy in last week. he was already wearing his leather collar around his neck when he arrived, in his orange donkey-ass leather jacket and the giant fuck me collar around his neck. billie attached a leash to the collar and walked him around a $4,000 antique torture chair we bought on ebay germany. a chair from the high middle age with rusty nails and covered with german cobwebs. it’s the only sex toy — in the world – that makes you want to commit suicide. besides jimmy hates the middle age, it really freaks him out, and as a matter of fact… Read More...

In 2009, a fire at S-One partially destroyed the [The Kreutzer Sonata]. Among the most arcane networks elaborated in stereohell are the complex paths traversed by members and guests around the S-One facilities. We studied the formation of patterns and schemes using a novel analysis technique. We estimated the population of S-One at different times and all spatial positions at the S-One facilities. We derived the response of each character to "information" concentrations (see depiction below) by looking at correlations between "information" concentrations and changes in speed and direction for each character. Speed was found to adjust to "information" concentrations, while direction was largely unaffected by the same "information" concentrations. Victim #1: Police continue to investigate the disappearance of Billy Gumm, 46, a Front Office Manager working at SpriteOne Hotel Suites, who has been missing for five days. Billy "The… Read More...

i looked through my bookshelf for sade fourier loyola. i read through the sade essays. in Sade, no strip-tease. the body is uncovered at once. […]. the function of the discourse is not in fact to create “fear, shame, envy, an impression” etc., but to conceive the inconceivable, i.e., to leave nothing outside the words and to concede nothing ineffable to the world. The most objective writers on the subject gave Kerr credit for being a profound thinker, and it was worth noting that her associates spoke with great respect of her intellectual force. It appeared, however, that she was the victim of at least two other forces, first, reality, and secondly, her own inadequate judgment of how to launch an interminable theory such as StereoHell. She was really employing methods of the Middle Age, for her whole system seemed… Read More...

2. ?????????????????? Syrup said that he entered the building and immediately saw Gumm, standing in the lobby. Gumm stated that he was the building manager and that he would show Syrup where the stairs were. Syrup called the security and Gumm left before the guards arrived. At one point Syrup described his pace as a "walk," but then said it was a "trot." When asked if Gumm's pace had been "about" the same as his pace, Syrup replied, "I THINK so" (SH, 522, emphasis added). However, when Warm referred to his pace through the building, he consistently used the word "ran" (Ibid. 152, 153, 155, 167). In fact, Gumm was running so fast that he did NOT encounter Syrup on the first floor. As we'll see, this idea is problematic, given all the things Jerry Syrup allegedly did or would… Read More...

Jimmy Brodkeytre held what you'd call a top position, and everyone who somehow held a top position in Freleng's lineup was directly appointed by Frelengsju, and indubitably conversant with the "circumstances," so our understanding was that he was apprised of the situation to an extreme extent. His first "detective mission" job was to locate Ricky Warmen. He was sent to Vegas. He drifted down the strip and examined every marquee. Billy Gummtvå was there working at SpriteOne, and someone at SpriteOne, a fellow employee reading Art in America, had found out about this guy who was hanging out at SpriteOne and was playing this poker player type of character. He pronounced the name of Warm and produced a picture of Warm printed in the last issue of Art in America. Gumm discovered something he was not in quest of and… Read More...

FILES B1 & B2. "Come to Daddy." A polaroid showing the arrival of Rubi Possolipo at S-19. Newspaper clipping from the New York Times, February, 2012 -=- FILE C. Recovered from Jerry Syrup's computer: -=- FILE A. By Sybil Harper's own words, she considered: List of lists: ii. Those that belong to the emperor, embalmed ones, those that are trained {...} those that, at a distance, resemble flies iv. {...} the crabs at Sam Wo's, Tracy's face v. checklist, blacklist, hairstylist, Franz Liszt, documentalist, that man-talist ////// i. Aloysia. [consult subsection 2 (c) for definitions of key terms used in this section] -=- FILE D. T-Symmetric. T-Symmetric multi-photographed by Paolo Roversi for Vogue Italia Supplement, September 2003 DESCRIPTION gemini, signed, dated 1980 and numbered 5/7 on the interior of the head PROVENANCE Bloom & Poe, Uppsala Acquired by the present… Read More...

FILES B1 & B2. "Come to Mommy." A polaroid showing the tilted tiled room at S-19, located inside S-75, and vice versa (mutatis mutandis). A floor plan showing S-19 and S-75, both located internally within S-19 and S-75. -=- FILE C. Recovered from Jerry Syrup's computer: From: ShUwH Subject: SHEx Initiation Ritual Date: August 16, 2010 4:58:37 PM EDT -000000 To: [email protected] Message-ID: {unknown} Preliminary Notes on an Initiation Ritual to expedite Attunement of new members into S-HEx Working Group (PowerD.) of the New York Shex Branch of the SHE|| Order; by ShUwH, ????????????. {...} Quotation: This ritual is not intended for use "as-is," but rather as a jumping-off place for "inspiration." Entrants are encouraged to experiment with this ritual ex malo bonum until such time as they are ready to reify it as a personal rite, otherwise called extraordinary… Read More...

"Today is a day of hate," said Ritz. Mid-December, two guards took Rubi Possolipo to S-19. S-19 was a small facility operated by T-Symmetric from New York. "One confirmed," said one guard. Rubi was in the tiled tilted room, tied up. Every tile was identical and black, except ? which was black and engraved with a black Spanish diacritical mark. The floor was tilted on purpose, the light was dim. There were two guards holding barking dogs, tilted like hyenas, barking silently at Rubi Possolipo. The dogs were ferocious and barking, and no sound was coming out of their mouth. Rubi's left leg was smushed, his knee mashed, and T-Symmetric told him, "We cut their vocal chords," and Rubi swooned, "pro bono publico," said Ritz. 3 weeks earlier, Possolipo was only about 3 weeks away from looking smushed and mashed.… Read More...

I was walking back from lunch one afternoon last month w/ ?????? who has been involved in the ?????? experiments more or less since the beginning of the "activity." We were talking about the last test. well, you get the idea. I said that everyone at s-68 had expected a crash; of course, we knew it could and should go down 70 percent or 80 percent, "but not 96 percent," she finished my sentence. I opened my mouth to deliver the next line, but she beat me to it. "It can go down to zero," she said. "It can go down to zero." you hear the phrase so often now. It is an obvious fact that i am just now facing up to. it is also a fact incredibly easy to forget (if anything), even for the skeptics. last week,… Read More...